Oh wow...
So my mom sat me down and told me that she doesn't believe that we will have enough money to get/do everything that we need to do for this wedding, which bummed me out. But then she asked me if there was any chance that I would be okay in going with my dad to talk to our family friends about borrowing.. $3,000!!!!
In my head, I was screaming that there could be NO possible way that they would allow us to borrow THAT much money, but I know that they have let us borrow money before. I am really scared that 1. I won't be able to have enough money for this wedding, and that 2. if I do get enough money, that my day won't be amazing as I had always dreamed it would be... I donno... I guess I won't know unless I try, and talk to anyone that I know that can lend me the money..
I hate asking people for help, especially when it comes to money. I get all awkward, and I don't want people to look down on me about not being able to afford something.
Well, anyways... I will report back what has happened when I get done! :)
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